SAY WHAT?! THANK YOU, THANK YOU all for supporting me with this passion of mine. I have received SO many lovely messages which gave me a positive boost! I have ALWAYS flicked through and read blogs online from anything and everything! I guess I never really thought about doing one myself until I randomly decided to start one at univeristy while I was in the library! With the massive amount of great feedback I will definately post a lot in the future and consider haul posts! So anyways, did you all have a lovely christmas?! I sure did! Somestime we don't appreciate family time together and that sucks, but when you do it's the best feeling in the world! Also, I LOVE christmas dinner, the food just screams to eat me! Thankful to recieve some amazing presents! Guess what?! I'm 20 tomorrow!

It feels weird saying I'm 20 soon! Bye Bye teenage days! :P Looking back I had one of the best years of my life! I have matured in so many ways and I am a lot more stronger, psychically and mentally. I'm saying it's one of the best years of my life because I've stepped up the ladder to University and the whole expereince that comes with it is a blessing. I have met amazing people who I know will stick by me and keep in touch with after Uni! When I moved into halls it was a HUGE step! Moving out at age 18, when I have just finished my A-levels was scary to say but one of the best expereinces! I guess I've had my downs too, but my perspective on life is so much clearer and I am able to make wise decisions based on bad experiences. We all look back and think "Why did I not see this before" ..you soon realise you had to go through those experiencs for a reason, you may not know the reason straight away but I do believe everything happens for a reason! University will always leave me with thousands of amazing times! I've had plenty of hilarious, fun, exciting moments that I will not forget! It's crazy how much can happen in a year! I've been blessed enough to be part of many music videos, model shows, part of tv programmes, a film and hang out with some talented people. I've had some grief from people who obviously didn't support me with them and I guess jealously can turn people bitter. I guess when that happens, you have to cut those people out, decide who is geunie, who will stick by you 100%, who's not in it just for the ride and who truly want to see you successful.. I love what I do so it's great when genuine people support you and want you to do the best in life and enjoy life while I'm still young! I can't upload all snips of everything ortherwise this would turn into a lengthy post! Lol

I never expected it all to happen to me so quickly, and I thank God all the time! It's not all glitz and glam! The days I was on set for the film, for four days straight woke up at ridiculous o'clock! Repeat god knows a scene at least 10 times to get it spot on and in total probably had around 9hrs sleep?! Haha..I couldn't complain though as those times on set were amazing and I love how the production team made me and my team feel so comfortable and was catered for! Some days you're left waiting around for hours and it can become quite irritaing! Overall, it's a blessing and I know for sure a lot more opportunities will come my way in 2013! Regardless of what happens in life, you have to pull yourself together and just keep going. To know there are millions of people who don't get half of what you have in life truly puts everything into perspecive! To be happy and healthy is a blessing enough, and anything else is surely an addition! I can't wait for 2013! Who's going to make some new years resolutions??? CAN NOT wait to turn 20 tomorrow! Ahhhhhhhhhhhh. Christine xoxo